New Year, Even Better Me

“You can have the life you want, as long as you believe it’s the life that you deserve”

I am a writer. I write everything down. To do lists, grocery lists, outfit ideas and travel lists. I literally sleep with a notebook either in or beside my bed at all times lol. My favorite thing to write down though are my million and one goals. Constantly! I cannot help myself. It's my addiction.

Now, I say that but do I accomplish a lot of them?

Not really....

I tend to have a problem truly following through because life happens... Bills have to be paid, a new priority overshadows what I "thought" I wanted or my own fear overwhelms me to the point where I procrastinate and lose my nerve.

But not this year!

This year I am committed to being better to myself and my goals than any other year because this is the start of MY decade of CONSECUTIVE wins!!!

I have gotten to the point where I am tired of myself! (If you've been there you know what I'm talking about.) You know the point where you have to pull out the Boosie, "Come ON daaaawg" to your damn self because you KNOW you COULD and SHOULD be doing better??? Yeah, that right there.

The most common fear that I hear is one of being afraid to fail but honestly that's not my fear. My fear is that I will get too successful for those around me. I've had people who love me make slick remarks about my ambitions that were shrouded in their own self doubt, projected in my direction. I've had people I love make me feel bad for wanting all the things that I want for my life because for them it was unfathomable. In saying, "I feel like I may get too successful for others", it "feels" as though I am being arrogant but it's funny how the fear of not being enough and being too much are THE SAME DAMN THING and come from the exact same place.

They're both stopping the believer from winning.

No longer will my fear of overshadowing people win. Because those who truly matter, who fully love and support me, won't mind my growth! Making people uncomfortable with your wins just means that THEY need to do more themselves, tbh. It is not your job to make anyone else comfortable with your goals. Point blank, period.

Accomplishing and dominating your goals will inspire those who are seeking the same path as you!

So LET'S GO!!!! Commit to yourself this year. You made those goals because you want change. Promise to yourself that you will show up FOR YOURSELF. Don't tap out early out of fear.

Peace and prosperity to you and yours in this fine new year 🥳.

Xoxo, KeriKontours